Friday, March 12, 2010

Silly little girl

Why do I feel like I need to have some kind of a guy in my life to make me feel like I have some kind of value in the world? Indont understand myself. Why am I so naive? So foolish? I mean, I have all I need right now, God. And I should realize that He will provide. And I don't need a replacement to mend my heart. By letting guys in, I am letting pieces of my heart float away. I want all of my heart to be able to go to God, not just a few of the pieces. So, I have decided I am done. I am going to stop trying to replace the pieces j have given away with temporary flings or crushes, because that just results in the losing of more of my heart and myself. If I continue this bad habit, what will I give when all of my heart is gone? Scary thought. Plus, I am just hurting myself over and over. God, give me wisdom. give me stregnth. Give me hope..

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